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Benjamin Walker Tay ★
2nd July 1991
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Sunday, December 27, 2009
I think i mentioned this before.. but still once again.. ITS MISERABLE TO BE SICK !!
I havent been eating properly these few days... My stomach seems to be rejecting my food... and my chest there like very suffocating... and i measured my weight in the morning today... FIRST TIME IN LIKE A LONG WHILE... 49 KG !! MY GOODNESS !! I'm dropping weight like crazy... i was originally 55kg then it dropped to 52kg then 51kg now 49kg...
Dont ask me why... i dont know either...
Anyways, i went for sunday service too today :) With daniel and big sebas :D
We were "fishing" for souls :D hahas !! very interesting :)
Me and big sebas kinda failed i guess ? we didnt manage to get to know anyone..
daniel managed to talk to one :) ( As expected from our Tai Jou ) :D
This fishing plan was to go to JW Church and spread out :) So big sebas took the left side of the church, daniel took middle i kinda took right. so we were suppose to discern who were to walk-ins and then during the 2 mins of fellowship we will go talk to them :D
This is like quite a confidence booster for me coz im quite shy...
But suay uh... i sat at a place where the people surrounding me were already in cellgroups... so too bad i guess ?
But i think we'll be trying again next sunday :D
This will be cool :D
Anyways, after service, we headed to the nearby coffee shop to eat lunch and waited for daniel awhile to settle his admin stuff before heading to jurong point to window shop with Daniel :)
In the end daniel bought a shirt from one of the stores which cost $10 ( very worth it ) and we decided to do the video for jason :D
So we were looking for a place in jurong point but the sound quality wasnt that good after we took it at some staircase area.. so big sebas suggested to come to my house to take the video, so we all headed to my house :D
We left jurong point in quite a hurry ? coz daniel had to rush off for a zone meeting for all the tai jous and the fukutaijous :) so we quickly did the video, and i sent daniel and big sebas off to the back gate of my house there and i went back home :)
Once again, for dinner and as well for lunch, my body was rejecting the food... so i didnt eat much for dinner again... it sucks luh !! i really wanted to eat but i really couldnt... if i forced myself i think i would have vomitted... which would be even worse...
Anyways, i think i'll be going to see a doctor tomorrow.. maybe gavyn might be accompanying me :) I try not to go to doctors... firstly i have a phobia for needles and secondly its like wasting time just to wait there .... so most of the time i will self-medicate... but then im quite scared of my condition this time.. so i will most likely see a doctor tomorrow...
This week is the last week of 2009 :D 2010 will definitely be a great year :D I have yet to come up with my new year's resolution... but i will think of it soon :)
Alrights Readers, I'm gonna go sleep now :)
Goodnights ~