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Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Long day in school today... It was filled with lectures... I think this sem, i seriously need to read up alot.... my lecturers = CMI... i cant understand what they're talking about....
3 weeks passed by so fast sia.... tomorrow there's comm skills presentation, next week there's another presentation and quizes if im not wrong.... ITIPJ project proposal also not done yet raj said he'll do it.... but in the end, he doesnt have a clue what to do.... so its up to me once again.... i hope there's enough time to finish up everything tomorrow.... i dont wanna hang around with them too much... i rather spend some time mugging..

Finally reached back home at around 6+, all tired, i decided to switch on my laptop and do something productive, and Crabby as usual msned me.... and he's seriously starting to get back on my nerves again.... i never seen anyone as self delusional as him... and he dares to use my relationship with gavyn to agitate me and make me nearly reach my boiling point. If it werent for D, i would have longed punched him in the face and make sure he'll never dare to talk to me again. Coz everytime i talk to him, its like im stuck in the middle. If i talk, 95% of the time i get myself into an emotional war, if i dont talk, its like im breaking my word to D.... So most of the time i just give in and talk to him, and end up making myself feel like shit... its really hard to talk to crabby coz he purposely agitates you to the max... although i do thank him for training up my patience at certain areas of my life... but is this really the right way to train up my own patience? Its like in a way, im talking him for the benefit of myself, when its actually suppose to be the other way around.. And i really dont wanna trouble D over such small matters, and actually, come to think of it, it is really seriously stupid of me to go quarrel with crabby....

Anyways.... Comm skills presentation tomorrow should be smooth tomorrow, since we're rather prepared? on the other hand for ITIPJ.... i think it may take awhile to get things moving... such a heavy load, and its all my own burden, which i just cant or refuse to share with people....
The pillars of my life, come find me if you have the time yeah ? I will really need people to talk to and share with....
Thanks PXX & Gavyn, for your advice about crabby... i guess i'll just listen, and just dao him. i wont block him off msn, but just hi and bye kind of friend to him... i dont wanna waste my time and energy on him anymore, its just not worth it...


About Me Benjamin Walker Tay ★ 2nd July 1991 NYP - SIT CHC - N457 Moo ♥ LET'S TALK Linkaways~ Carmen~ Clarice~ Claris~ Eelynn~ Fion~ Isabel~ Gavyn~ Gift~ Grace~ Michelle~ Sebas~ Wei Loon~ Willie~ Xin Wen~	Tuesday, November 3, 2009 Long day in school today... It was filled with lectures... I think this sem, i seriously need to read up alot.... my lecturers = CMI... i cant understand what they're talking about.... 3 weeks passed by so fast sia.... tomorrow there's comm skills presentation, next week there's another presentation and quizes if im not wrong.... ITIPJ project proposal also not done yet raj said he'll do it.... but in the end, he doesnt have a clue what to do.... so its up to me once again.... i hope there's enough time to finish up everything tomorrow.... i dont wanna hang around with them too much... i rather spend some time mugging.. Finally reached back home at around 6+, all tired, i decided to switch on my laptop and do something productive, and Crabby as usual msned me.... and he's seriously starting to get back on my nerves again.... i never seen anyone as self delusional as him... and he dares to use my relationship with gavyn to agitate me and make me nearly reach my boiling point. If it werent for D, i would have longed punched him in the face and make sure he'll never dare to talk to me again. Coz everytime i talk to him, its like im stuck in the middle. If i talk, 95% of the time i get myself into an emotional war, if i dont talk, its like im breaking my word to D.... So most of the time i just give in and talk to him, and end up making myself feel like shit... its really hard to talk to crabby coz he purposely agitates you to the max... although i do thank him for training up my patience at certain areas of my life... but is this really the right way to train up my own patience? Its like in a way, im talking him for the benefit of myself, when its actually suppose to be the other way around.. And i really dont wanna trouble D over such small matters, and actually, come to think of it, it is really seriously stupid of me to go quarrel with crabby.... Anyways.... Comm skills presentation tomorrow should be smooth tomorrow, since we're rather prepared? on the other hand for ITIPJ.... i think it may take awhile to get things moving... such a heavy load, and its all my own burden, which i just cant or refuse to share with people.... The pillars of my life, come find me if you have the time yeah ? I will really need people to talk to and share with.... Thanks PXX & Gavyn, for your advice about crabby... i guess i'll just listen, and just dao him. i wont block him off msn, but just hi and bye kind of friend to him... i dont wanna waste my time and energy on him anymore, its just not worth it...